Tuesday, March 15, 2005
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23:10
to forget or not....
have u had someone close to u pass away and while it has been some time already, ur mind still keeps replaying the events up to his/her death?it's like part of u don't wanna forget, cos if u didn't remember what it was like, u'll forget abt the person soon enough till it's the person's death aniversary.. or some sadist in u just want to keep remembering the pain so in a very weird way, u remember the person... and then there's this part of u that u just can't forget, everytime u think of him/her, u're always filled with regrets maybe cos u didn't spend enough time with the person, u just didn't do enough or u didn't feel u've done enough even tho i'm sure the person appreciates every single thing u have done. or is it just that the last few days of the person's life impacts u so greatly because u know that the person is dying and those few days becomes so important to u. and in those last few days, do u remember, the feeling of helplessness as u watch the person die, knowing that there is nothing that u can do?
it's been 2 months and 5 days and i'm still thinking of u
i miss you
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